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I'm kind of afraid of showing Emotions. I can hide and tell myself they're all fake when the person is just online, but then what happens when you come face to face... it'd be an experience, one which I highly doubt that I'll regret.
Tomorrow I have to get new pointe shoes with my Mom.
Polina can't go tomorrow.
Matt is going to see his Grandparents.
Dana - we're gonna have to reschedule because 8 pm is late and my Mom won't let me otherwise. If worse comes to worse I'll go in one day to Capezio and then me and my Mom will meet up for Lunch with you when you have a break or something for a couple of hours. Or even with my Mom tagging along hanging out during the week.
I got a headache.
A lot of people want to see me, as well as I want to see them. I won't bother starting to name everyone.
Everyday I'm going to remind myself to make this money. Tomorrow I'll list things on eBay. Soon as I'm sure my credit card didn't decline I'll wait about a week, place the $150.00 order. I don't have money for my prescription drugs right now, sad as that is but I don't think I should be on them anyways. My Doctor thinks I'm on them, even if I'm not.
So $150... then the Co-pays... another $300, 450 ...
so then I'll have spent 450, plus the near 300 dollar order I placed this afternoon. That's a lot of fucking money right there, then since I'll have all the necessities that money can be saved up. 10 months.
Willow is coming Thanks Giving, baby Wee - you are such a big relief, I breathe a little easier you being out of danger, and half happy at least, not a slave - not in the sameway.
Next week I'll be able to tell if the money really is of an issue. $3000 is a lot, 10 months is a good long time. I believe I can pull this off, I'm fucking determined to. I can't help but smile and grin. I need to prove it to myself as well. I didn't bring this up, start this, get someones hopes up and my own for nothing.
Tomorrow I have to get new pointe shoes with my Mom.
Polina can't go tomorrow.
Matt is going to see his Grandparents.
Dana - we're gonna have to reschedule because 8 pm is late and my Mom won't let me otherwise. If worse comes to worse I'll go in one day to Capezio and then me and my Mom will meet up for Lunch with you when you have a break or something for a couple of hours. Or even with my Mom tagging along hanging out during the week.
I got a headache.
A lot of people want to see me, as well as I want to see them. I won't bother starting to name everyone.
Everyday I'm going to remind myself to make this money. Tomorrow I'll list things on eBay. Soon as I'm sure my credit card didn't decline I'll wait about a week, place the $150.00 order. I don't have money for my prescription drugs right now, sad as that is but I don't think I should be on them anyways. My Doctor thinks I'm on them, even if I'm not.
So $150... then the Co-pays... another $300, 450 ...
so then I'll have spent 450, plus the near 300 dollar order I placed this afternoon. That's a lot of fucking money right there, then since I'll have all the necessities that money can be saved up. 10 months.
Willow is coming Thanks Giving, baby Wee - you are such a big relief, I breathe a little easier you being out of danger, and half happy at least, not a slave - not in the sameway.
Next week I'll be able to tell if the money really is of an issue. $3000 is a lot, 10 months is a good long time. I believe I can pull this off, I'm fucking determined to. I can't help but smile and grin. I need to prove it to myself as well. I didn't bring this up, start this, get someones hopes up and my own for nothing.