my thoughts are so bouncy.

[oneintwelve]

its really hard to believe that school starts on wednesday. im hyped/depressed. i always get depressed when i wake up and the weather is gloomy. just like how 20/20 and married with children tell you when your supposed to go to bed(that refers to a conversation between me angela and aaron we talked about how certain songs or shows make us feel sleepy now because thats what would be on t.v. when we were going to bed back in the day), the gloomy weather of september tells you school is here. and eventhough im hyped about school to all extremities i still cant get rid of those grade school jitters. when you were so scared of school or just didnt want to go. i really dread this whole winter thing, i KNOW its going to be very rough relationship wise. just because its going to be our first winter after last witner and it will bring back bad memories of bad feelings. but we will work through it, we always do, and always will. i kinda wish it was just smooth sailing from here on out. but its not, i see things things that will get in the way. but those are minor bumps in a road that leads to something sooo much better. i love you.

the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.