don't waste your breath on me...
well...
my first game is this weekend
i can't wait
its going to be kick ass
i hope i get my position back...
that is if i even play
i was reading robyns medical book
and i learned some scary things about my problem
and i relized i have some bad habits i have to change
starting now.
i need to relax.
im failing math AGAIN
and its so fuckin stressful
the load is just getting heavier and heavier
i might need surgury...
im gonna run from here on out
run fast and far.
just leave all my problems behind me.
fuck this
i think i got travis sick
=(
fcat tomorrow
omg i sware this is insaine...
school fuckin sucks
and its getting worse and worse
i need to go see another doctor.
im worried seriously
i might have to quit soccer
but im not sure yet
and everyone thinks im just blowing the team off
when they have NO idea what its like
to have little ciggerette burns in your stomach
that bleed and make you constantly want to throw up
and get worse at night, so bad you cant sleep
and it hurts to close your eyes
sometimes for hours at a time, and sometimes just sharp
pains for a second.
...
and they think they understand.
fuck them and fuck you.