Mar 13, 2009 23:07
...and I feel less retarded putting it here than in a myspace blog.
I have never been as determined as I am/have been the last year or so. I have not only found something I absolutely love doing, but I am working my ass off to get there. For whatever reason I've resisted saying it, but I'm fucking proud of myself. I have two jobs (still teaching art at elementary schools & hot topic), 17 units, volunteer (ultimately 600 pre-internship hours), and all my other responsibilities. and I still managed a 4.0 last semester because for the first time since elementary school I am actually motivated in school. I have so many contacts in my career field already, and am completely positive I'll have no problem finding a job once I graduate. In fact, as soon as I turn 21 (25 days!) I am going to quit hot topic and start working at the Sacramento Children's Home which is going to give me so much more work experience and really set me up for my future. With one summer class and 6 classes both fall 09 and spring 10, I'll walk at graduation May 2010 and do my internship that summer. (Hell fucking yea out in 4 years with a major and a minor)
I am completely satisfied in my life. Even though I barely have any extra time, I am entirely happy. I have someone in my life that means everything to me and we can't help but think about our future together. He is looking for a job up here and as soon as that happens he is going to move here and we'll find a place together.
oh and i'm getting a new tattoo sunday :) Life's good man.