Name: Jackie
Age: 15
Gender: girl
Six (6) bands: falloutboy, brand new, dashboard, the spill canvas, goldfinger, lucky boys confusion
Three (3) interests: softball, writing, friends
Favorite..
Song (Please provide lyrics): all hail the heartbreaker- the spill canvas
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker
Book: the catcher and the rye and the perks of being a wallflower
Place (why): lake of the ozarks its soo beautiful and peaceful (and theres lots of hott guys with no shirts on!! haha)
Holiday (why): xmas, not sure why cause i hate that the stores are packed but i like the whole christmas holiday like excitement
Color: pink
Scent: vanilla and orange
Genre of music: everything.... (rock, country, oldies, rap, etc)
Instrument: trumpet
Movie (why): the five people you meet in heaven because i like the theme of the movie that you may think you like on earth is a waste of time and you never did anything important but in the end you life plays a huge impact to other peoples life and theirs affect the next and were all like connected
Season: FALL AND WINTER!!! i love the the colors of the trees and everything in fall and i love the clothes in both
What is currently in your cd-player? kenny chesney
Four (4) pictures that you took (To convince us) --These are not to be of yourself--
the're all of the same place because thats all i have on this computer but thats okay cause i lovveee it there
![](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v334/xf0reverxal0nex/aosdjasdajsrfj.jpg)
i love this pic i think its so pretty (and the water was really that color!!! and if you were to swim under that rock it would go hindreds of feet down (i think thats soo cool lol))
If you are more interested in the lyric/poetry part of the community
im into both so ill just fill out both
Two 2 poems or songs (They must be original compositions)
these are both old but i didnt feel like typing out my newer ones
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the wind from the open window blows across her
she can see the candle flicker
darkness is coming
she can feel it shivering through her restless body that is now lying on the floor; motionless, unable to move in the fear of the harm that she might cause herself
the silence is tearing her up inside
with every hour the pain grows deeper
the once intense light from the candle has diminished into a faint flame of tiny significance
her hand trembles at the thought of the past and the scars it left her with
crying- tears of regret now roll off her wrist
all that she had feared for so long, has become real before her eyes
she has been on a long road and as much as she hates to say it
the end is not anywhere in sight
surounded by a world of people who know and love her, she feels so lonely
she cannot live in this world of darkness and shame anymore
but there is no way out
no way to leave, no door, no exit
she is trapt
it started to storm outside
she could hear the rain pounding against the house
the wind blew again, more violently than it had before
and as quick as the candle flame started, it was blown out
she was left in the dark
all she could see was the bare wick left over from the white candle that was once full of life
but is now nothing more than a plain white candle standing in the pitch black... all alone.
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A face lost in the shadows
I am just a face lost in the shadows
Misplaced in the darkness of my soul
Searching for a way to escape
A way to get out of this hole
It seems like no matter what i do or say
I am still unseen
I fight to emerge form the shadows
Yet im still stuck in between
Nobody notices me
Nobody will ever care
Nobody there to listen
When my feelings i need to share
Days come and seem to never go
minutes pass by like hours
And no matter what i do i know
Im still supressed in the shadows of my sorrow
Two - Three (2-3) clear pictures of yourself.
Where did you hear about this community from?
ambers lj
Anything else we should know about you?
im awsome and really high on the hotnessss scale haha
You must have atleast two (2) promotions. (not in a promotion community.)
promotion promotion dos