all is good again
ok ok, so yeah i do overworry and shit. so i did an experiment yesterday. i did not call ed or go online, at all. today i went to work and didnt call him when i got done either. butttt guess what??? he called me today. so for one day and one day only we did not speak through any form of communication. i was curious to see what would happen if i didnt call him and now i know. after a day, hel'l call me. so he was like "lets go see charlie and the choc. factory..since i know u want to see it" (he doesnt want to see it which is unbelieveable cuz johnny depp is my idol) but y eah, he was willing to take me to see it even though he could care less about it. so i go to his house. however, his stomach hurt..so we didnt go. we're gonna go on thursday instead. plus it wont be as busy. so we just stayed at his house and watched tv and talked. it wasnt bad at all. oh haha i put that frankie j song in my aim info and he saw it adn asked about it. he said something like that wont happen. he is very dedicated right now to pharmacy but after he gets his license and a job then he'll have more of a life. cuz u know..hel'l have achieved what he wanted to. so its all good. i guess things will be ok afterall.