.With a Bullet.

Jul 14, 2005 22:36

The nights have been nice lately. Warm. Now this is the California weather that I like.
I don't feel like I have been up to much of anything. Tomorrow I am going with Audrey to get food for Tracy's bridal shower.
I am excited to drink virgin margarita's and sit in the sun. Audrey also gave me a pair of Converse. All black, way cool.
I know that I was going to write something interesting, but know that I am here, sitting in this chair all I can think about is going to bed and not wanting to go to work.

I haven't been myself lately. I know it, I feel it. I just know that I am different, and I feel it, and don't know how to stop. Its like I don't fit in my own skin. I have been bitchy and mean. Uncompromising. It's fun I don't think that I deserve anything nice from anyone at the moment. I don' deserve to have friends that way that I have been acting lately. But it's like I just do, I just go...... And I can't stop myself. I hate to be so libleously mean.

I think of the future allot. I don't feel like stepping up. Oh, wait, you know, I ordered the HArry Potter book. It's coming Saturday. I know people who don't have that obession have no idea what excitment this brings. I read allot. I have a healthy imagination. I love stories and magic, and Harry Potter just brought a great story, and brought us something that most people don't easily except. MAGIC.
I mean, is it that bad to wish things where that beautiful. I mean, I am hoping that the kids today will have more to write about thandrinking and prozac. Come on. I want imagination and spirit and I am expecting some good books in the near future.

I got a crazy bitch at work today. She was comepletely insane. HEr name is NICOLE GIACENTO. If you know her then you know she's a psycho. I am pretty sure that she is theif too. BITCH.

I have this theory that some people, are such assholes, that they deserve to be walking down the street and randomly punched.
Seriously. Hey, walking, bam punched. Yeah, that would be pretty funny. I don't know why people don't think of these things. I mean I know like 10 people off the top of my head that deserve a good slap in the face. I mean, nothing that would damage them..... just bring them down from that place in the sky where they think that they are better then you and that they can treat you like shit.
One day someone is going to say something to me and I am going to snap. Bam elbow in the face.
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