um-- yeah. am alive...technically ( Read more... )

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So- back from the hospital, no exciting advntures with imaginary spiders this time-- also didn't get thrown out of cooking class......

but did do some pictures.


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However! I did get rather good news today ( Read more... )

Well-- back from hospital- really glad I went in. sorted a lot of stuff out, but didn't quite get through it all so I'm back for another two weeks next month ( Read more... )

I hate waiting. Now that I've made up my mind I just want to be admitted. I don't want to wait until thursday. just let me in now ( Read more... )

So I fully accept that I'm retarded and completely fucked in the head. I take my tablets and I go to the psychiatrist, and everyday I plan-- yes, I will at more today. I will eat properly today. I will gain weight so they don't send me back to the hospital-- I won't be scared.

And the every evening I fuck it up, and decided-- no-- there's no ( Read more... )