Feb 10, 2005 21:19
I Love the place where I am in life. the people i Know the things I do Oh I wish Every One could feel my Joy.
I am Very troubled though. Something has caught up with me that has haunted me for a long time. I don't know what to do. How do I settle this. how do i get rid of my voices. no I not hearing voices telling me to do bad thing but voices telling me what I want. I don't want to want what I want but I do want what I want.
I am so lonely though I am surrounded by people every day.
I am to the point where I have become desperate for companionship.
I just need to get this off of my chest.
Maybe now I can think straight. what should I do. What can I do. Nothing.
but why can I do nothing about my solitude. nobody can save me I just might, drown in the sea of solitude.
Thank you friend who have mad e my life fun:
Delius
Taja
Camron
Johnard
Kenya
Kelli
Ashley Dunbar
Jarvis
Justin
Ramona
Latrice
Dorian
Adrianna
Lumumba
Anna
and everyone else.
I really Love you guys
-O'Neill Nichol Haynes-