this is a call for pity

[onefunkedupdude]

this is a call for sympathy in my time of need

this is me dropping to my knees and saying that my world is an insane mess right now and i can't help but feel completely and utterly drowned in it

i miss the days of summer
i miss the days of not being constantly frustrated
i miss the days when i actually cared about something
i miss the days when i could actually sit outside and enjoy the weather by myself
i miss not having any obligations to fulfill whatsoever, whether to my friends, my family, my job, my school, or to anything else

i hate everything right now
this is not how i want to live my life

c-funk out

p.s. at least i can find comfort and moments of joy in my music and in sports