Nov 26, 2005 01:02
This is epic. You should probably read this.
YOUREaBLASTinBED: i think the part that makes me mad, is that shes like.
YOUREaBLASTinBED: 'amanda i love you'
YOUREaBLASTinBED: and you're my bfffffffffff.
YOUREaBLASTinBED: yet.
YOUREaBLASTinBED: im writing your boyfriend..
YOUREaBLASTinBED: love notes.
Yeah. Big deal Caleb dumped me. I was planning on dumping him anyways. That's not that part that makes me cry. My "best friend" the great Megan Elizabeth Bolin fucked me over once again. Guess people don't change eh? Caleb always talked about Megan and would say things like, "She's my inspiration!" and then undermine it with "BUT YOU ARE TOO!" It was always in the back of my mind that something was or would go on between them, but I never worried about it. Caleb would always bitch about how Tony didn't want Megan to hang out with Caleb alone. I was always saying, "WOW THAT'S GAY!" But after tonight I can see he was way fucking smarter than I thought. Right after Caleb dumped me I called Megan. She didn't seem like she knew or anything. She was a little quiet but she was still sympathetic. Now I realize she probably knew about the whole thing and wanted him, too. I now also realize the whole story Caleb told me about going to a party and getting drunk and kissing some girl was all a lie, more than likely to get me upset so I would break up with him and it wouldn't make him look like such a bad guy. Fuck you, Caleb Pinyan. You are a bad guy. Tony is in love with Megan. He's actually in love with her. Megan is also supposed to be in love with Tony. But who knows -- she seems to be really good at putting on an act. I feel so bad for Tony. I haven't had the best relationship with Tony, and I have even hated him a lot at times, as well as called him some mean things. But he fucking moved from Oklahoma to Texas just to be with her. He picked up his life to be with someone that was going to turn around and lie to him. I wasn't in love with Caleb, or even close. But it is so wrong for someone to lie about being in love. After the whole Caleb thing Tony IMs me, asking if I had broken up with Caleb. I told him no, and that he broke up with me. He said, "You know he likes Megan? Like, is in love with her?" I was so shocked. I couldn't believe what I was reading. He wrote her quite a love note, confessing how he wants to kiss her every time he sees her (something straight out of a movie). I was so so so so surprised. I had to call him. I started asking about the note he wrote Megan. "Megan feels the same way about me. You should see the notes she has written me." What the fuck. You don't do this to people. It's the fact that you both have to fucking lie so much. If you didn't lie it would have still sucked, so fucking bad. But at least you wouldn't be labeled liars. Fuck you both. I hope if you have a relationship that it fails.