Dammit, I'm always genteel...
The play's over and I'm sad. I don't really find it pathetic. I've been spending the last two months of my life doing this with the same people. It's fun, and I'm really glad I did it. Everyday I would get a ride with Jack and see the other people... so many things. It's just so strange to not do that anymore. It was a lot of fun, and I'm really glad I did it. It turned into something that I did because I was curious to something I want to do every year.
The performances went well. There was no major error, even though Joe didn't go to any of the shows and Gigi freaked out after the first one.
I don't have much to say because I can't grasp the words to say much. But I just had a really great time and made a lot of friends. I'll probably have more to say later, but now it's just cold.
As for Kristina, she couldn't go to any of the shows. She went to Hawaii on Friday. She wanted to go. She really did. And I wanted her to go... any chance to see her, right? But she was in Hawaii, and she still is... I have to wait until the 27th... DAMN IT ALL!!! I miss her. She misses me, too. We talked before she left, so I found stuff out.
Now I remember why life's depressing... because memories are so great. And when you're remembering things, you just feel like the present is fucking nothing. I know because I'm remembering 5 hours ago, doing the play. And I feel like I'll never be happy. Haha. I know I will. But for now, I'm this. I hate this. (I'm not quoting lyrics anymore because I've found that when I search for lyrics, the computer shuts down and entries get erased, which is why I haven't updated in a while, and why I don't have much to say (I've said much only for it to get erased).
-Jon
PS: Jackee, welcome to the club.
-Jon
The performances went well. There was no major error, even though Joe didn't go to any of the shows and Gigi freaked out after the first one.
I don't have much to say because I can't grasp the words to say much. But I just had a really great time and made a lot of friends. I'll probably have more to say later, but now it's just cold.
As for Kristina, she couldn't go to any of the shows. She went to Hawaii on Friday. She wanted to go. She really did. And I wanted her to go... any chance to see her, right? But she was in Hawaii, and she still is... I have to wait until the 27th... DAMN IT ALL!!! I miss her. She misses me, too. We talked before she left, so I found stuff out.
Now I remember why life's depressing... because memories are so great. And when you're remembering things, you just feel like the present is fucking nothing. I know because I'm remembering 5 hours ago, doing the play. And I feel like I'll never be happy. Haha. I know I will. But for now, I'm this. I hate this. (I'm not quoting lyrics anymore because I've found that when I search for lyrics, the computer shuts down and entries get erased, which is why I haven't updated in a while, and why I don't have much to say (I've said much only for it to get erased).
-Jon
PS: Jackee, welcome to the club.
-Jon