Jan 20, 2007 17:16
Right now all I want to do is call home. But if I did my mom wouyld ask what's wrong, she'd hear it in my voice. And then she'd tell me to get over it, do something about it and that it's all my falut. I don't want her to say all that beacause I know it and I have no clue what to do about it. I just want a hug, that and to curl up in a little ball and never be heard from again. I should have known watching "Woman of the Year" would do this to me. Now all I want from life is Spencer Tracey. That's not a tall order to fil;l at all now is it?
Why do I do this to my self and how do I stop? That's the 64,000 dollar question.
mary