Aug 09, 2006 03:17
This life time, your lifetime, my lifetime, only comes
once. So I am sick and tired of living paranoid of
one thing or another. I've only got one shot, to make
and prove who I am and who I'm going to be. Sure,
I may be the weirdest girl you've ever meet, but trust
me, it's a good weird. I'm not going to be the one to
let you down. If anything, I'll be the one to put you
back on your feet. I will not be the one to judge you
or tell you who you can and cannot be. I'll support you
& your goofy hobbies. I'll laugh at your lame jokes. I'll
talk to you until day breaks about absolutely nothing.
I'm positive we won't like all the same things, but we
can agree to disagree. We're not perfect people, this
isn't a perfect world. And I'm glad. Perfect would be so
boring. We wouldn't get to learn anything new about
eachother. If everything was so perfect we'd already
know, we would all be exactly the same. That's a scary
thought. No I don't believe in love at first sight, but fate
& destiny seem to make a lot of sense to me. If two
people are meant to be, then they will. Maybe not today
or tomorrow, some things do take time. Although i do
hate the quote, i guess, in this case, it may be true.
Only time will tell. Cause I mean, I can't predict the future.
I can't honestly say i know who I'm going to spend the rest
of my life with. I know what i want though. Someone who
isn't afraid to be themselves with me. Someone who will
pick their nose or my nose. Someone whos willing to
laugh, cry, smile, burp, eat, sleep, live, with me. Someone
whos not going to care if i don't shower or shave my legs
everyday. Someone who can deal with me not being able
to only have one pet. Someone who admires me from the
inside, then out. Someone who knows and appreciates
how smart i am, whether i may not have gone to school
very often in the past. I may have a blonde moment or two,
but who doesn't? Someone who doesn't care if i wear ugly
shoes or sometimes talk like I've lived for decades. Yeah i
like to say 'indeed' and stuff like that, what of it? I may be
a nerd and laugh constantly, for no reason. But it's your job to
love me for that. I need someone to resepect me, as well as
my family, and even if theirs is lame, i'll be nice. I want
someone who knows that no, means no. Someone who will
not try to make me do things i don't want to be doing. And
someone who does not think sex is everything. I want someone
who could lay around all day with me and not be bored, but
wants to take me out, and show me off to the world. I want
someone who knows when i say ''Sorry Charlie'' or ''No
way Jose" I'm not actually referring to them as Charlie or
Jose. Someone who doesn't care if I'm small, including my
boobs. Someone ready for anything and everything. Cause
I'm slightly crazay. Yeahh and sometimes i lie, but its more
like jokes, its never about anything serious. I usually feel
guilty anyways, so you don't have to worry. I want someone
who will trust me. Someone who will be honest with me. If
you're feeling a little jealous, tell me, but don't get carried
away. I want someone who doesn't expect me to change
out of my PJ's just cause they're coming over. And you better
be ready to take me around your friends. I can be one of the
guys, its not hard. And even if it couldn't, that shouldn't matter.
I will prove myself to be a pretty amazing girl. I can cook &
clean. If you're lucky i will do them both for you. I like weird
movies, be ready to watch them and listen to me laugh at
parts that you don't even think are funny. Ohh and I'm always
right, when I'm wrong, i don't argue it. So basically, it seems
that I'm always right. I like to win, and when you lose, if it
makes you feel better, you can say you let me win :] I like
watching people play video games, but i don't play them
cause i have a tendency to throw the controller or hit it in
the ground. When I'm on the phone and i get mad, i throw
it. I have a pretty big sense of humor, i accidenlty make
people laugh a lot. I hate when people try to be funny and
then laugh at their own jokes. I like blowing bubbles and
coloring. Sometimes i act really old. I am mature, but i still
like to have fun and do kid things too. I am sick and tired of
stuffed animals. They're cute, but i have no use for them. So
if you choose to buy me something, lets stick to useful things.
I want someone who loves me more than their car. And
someone who doesn't cry all the time and since we're on
the subject of crying. I want someone who will only bring me
tears of joy and happiness. I don't need to be sad & sometimes
I'm not sure if I'm strong enough. This broken hearts been
shattered one too many times. I want someone who smiles
at me for no reason, gets lost in my eyes. Who lets me play
and mess up their hair. Who will play with my fingers and
touch my face. I want someone who makes my heart feel
funny. Someone who when i see them pull up, I run up out
them, jump to hug them, then they spin me around & kiss me.
Someone who knows i love it when they kiss my forehead and
my nose. Someone who will listen to me vent about my life and
my bad days, then give me that look to make me laugh.
Someone real. I may sound picky, but these are all the specifics
are just i just hope for. When i find it, i will be truly grateful.
Love is blind, it see's no shape, size, or color.
I just want you to know. I am my own person, I do not change for anybody
and I am the same person I've always been. So believe what you want.