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I am absolutely, one-hundred percent, and without a single doubt ovewhelmed. I don't know what I need or where I stand in life. I find myself struggling once again to catch a breath of air and yet all I seem to find is another batch of emotional sewage to flood my lungs. I am breaking down... falling apart inside and nobody around me seems to notice or care. I keep calling out for help, reaching for anyone nearby, and yet people seem to keep drifting farther away. I keep exerting myself... mentally, physically, and emotionally which leaves me raw to what the world might have to throw my way. The damage has been done, I am alone again, and minute by minute I can feel myself slipping away. I seriously need to reevaluate everything in my life and try to surround myself with nothing but positive energy because I fear that any negative in addition to my own will simply revert me back into a state of self-mutilation. I seriously... need help.