Just close your eyes.. the sun is goin' down
It's been exactly a year since I last posted.
The bulk of 2011 was not good to me.. at all.
No year has ever brought me so much pain and tears as this one has.
Spent most of it secluded from everyone I love and fighting for any ounce of strength I had to keep from drowning.
But I made it.
And I'm stronger for it.
And I'm back where I am surrounded with support.
I wish I could say that going into 2012 I'll be leaving this god awful year behind me.. but I already know that scars never fully fade away.
On a happier note, I do know that I'm bringing in the new year with the exact people I want to be around, and hope will be overwhelmingly involved in my life throughout 2012.
This year ended much better than the rest of the year led me to believe it would.
Lived with my sister & brother in law for a few months, and though stressful living in a basement, it brought me closer to my family than I have ever been. I will forever be grateful for that time.
Kelly and I are in a house now and back with our angelic black babies.
I don't think they've ever been happier either.
I'm at a job where I love the people I work with, and actually have an opportunity to become a certified pharmacy technician.
Everyone there seems to enjoy working with me too.. so that's always nice.
I really hope I am able to get back into school. I miss taking classes. However, I still fail at motivating myself.
I wish the car I drive wasn't such a death trap as well.. but I'll work with what I have I suppose.
Anyway, here's to hoping 2012 brings me many positive things & much happiness.
And more karaoke.
Stay safe everyone!
The bulk of 2011 was not good to me.. at all.
No year has ever brought me so much pain and tears as this one has.
Spent most of it secluded from everyone I love and fighting for any ounce of strength I had to keep from drowning.
But I made it.
And I'm stronger for it.
And I'm back where I am surrounded with support.
I wish I could say that going into 2012 I'll be leaving this god awful year behind me.. but I already know that scars never fully fade away.
On a happier note, I do know that I'm bringing in the new year with the exact people I want to be around, and hope will be overwhelmingly involved in my life throughout 2012.
This year ended much better than the rest of the year led me to believe it would.
Lived with my sister & brother in law for a few months, and though stressful living in a basement, it brought me closer to my family than I have ever been. I will forever be grateful for that time.
Kelly and I are in a house now and back with our angelic black babies.
I don't think they've ever been happier either.
I'm at a job where I love the people I work with, and actually have an opportunity to become a certified pharmacy technician.
Everyone there seems to enjoy working with me too.. so that's always nice.
I really hope I am able to get back into school. I miss taking classes. However, I still fail at motivating myself.
I wish the car I drive wasn't such a death trap as well.. but I'll work with what I have I suppose.
Anyway, here's to hoping 2012 brings me many positive things & much happiness.
And more karaoke.
Stay safe everyone!