Aug 10, 2007 14:33
Otherwise I would kill myself right now.
Thank you Jeannnn.
In other news..
Ive been doing very well.
Very happy for the most part.
Some things are falling apart.. but I have no doubt that they will fall back into place.
They need some time, it's all good.
My boy and I are doing the same.
He's stupid for not making it official however.
Im going to UWF this saturday after not going for many weeks due to either family things or the lack of desire to be around people who 'secretly' hate you.
However, I have a reason to go now I suppose, and I was personally asked.
I better not get shit for it though.
I dont like half the people just as much as they dont like me.. just because they have no reason to not like me..
Well except maybe like two of them. haha.
Anyway, back to my boy being stupid.. well you see, this will be the first time I see primo possibly in a long time..
And yeah. If anyone knows us, we're very close.
Im supposed to spend the night at his house that same night, so Im hoping he will not be dumb and jealous.
1)It's not like Im doing anything wrong by talking to him. We've always been flirty and goofy.
and 2)Boy is the one who wants to not date yet.. if we were, I wouldnt be flirty at all with anyone.. but who knows if we're ever gonna really date ya know..
Ive been in this position too many times.
Except he actually likes me. lol. And as I believe has the intention of dating me..
Butttt, once again, the boy in question 'doesnt want to date just yet'
And Ive waited around for guys before and it definitely ended up hurting me lots.
But then again.. he's definitely different.
We might as well be dating..
So I dunno. We'll see what happens.
This was so much rambling.. I'm just waiting for my ride.