X_x
so much as gone on. the only reason i come onto the computer is to check, what else, myspace. i hate myspace but love it all @ the same time. its like coke. but worse. WAY WORSE. (so i hear)
anyways, im thinking of retiring this thing but the more i think about it, the more i tell myself i need it. just to vent and tell myself that everything is going to be okay. so much as gone on in the past six months of my life; its scary. im still trying to find myself but i have an idea now; unlike before.
i just want to live life and not worry about the things that SHOULDn'T be a problem. aka family, friends, and my other half. but its constant. some MORE than others. :/ tonight was a GREAT example. ugh.
trust
*shakes head*
im not insecure, just skeptical because i have reason to be. can you blame me? i've been THROUGH it. and thats all there is to it.
thats enough for this. gotta go to sleep. got work tomorrow.
special HELLO and I♥YOU to:
Gigi
Katie
Roxy
and all my lovely friends who give a shit.
anyways, im thinking of retiring this thing but the more i think about it, the more i tell myself i need it. just to vent and tell myself that everything is going to be okay. so much as gone on in the past six months of my life; its scary. im still trying to find myself but i have an idea now; unlike before.
i just want to live life and not worry about the things that SHOULDn'T be a problem. aka family, friends, and my other half. but its constant. some MORE than others. :/ tonight was a GREAT example. ugh.
trust
*shakes head*
im not insecure, just skeptical because i have reason to be. can you blame me? i've been THROUGH it. and thats all there is to it.
thats enough for this. gotta go to sleep. got work tomorrow.
special HELLO and I♥YOU to:
Gigi
Katie
Roxy
and all my lovely friends who give a shit.