[ 32 ] voice; Japanese | strikes gone
Shirat
J
... Did...
[ She stares at her written (and deleted) lines, bites her lip, and switches it to VOICE, talking almost to herself. ]
I wonder if maybe I'm coming down with something. That would...
[ Pause, and then a sigh. ]
It's self-centered. I'm just being negative. I just have to keep at it... "No giving up. I'll see it through." Mm... See... in the past... I'd give up on everything I tried. I told myself I'd fail, so I did, or I'd lack motivation... so... it's good for me, here, right? It's good to force myself...
... I just have to keep doing that. If people leave, nothing changes. I know... it doesn't matter... [ ... ] They... won't forget... I won't forget.
J
... Did...
[ She stares at her written (and deleted) lines, bites her lip, and switches it to VOICE, talking almost to herself. ]
I wonder if maybe I'm coming down with something. That would...
[ Pause, and then a sigh. ]
It's self-centered. I'm just being negative. I just have to keep at it... "No giving up. I'll see it through." Mm... See... in the past... I'd give up on everything I tried. I told myself I'd fail, so I did, or I'd lack motivation... so... it's good for me, here, right? It's good to force myself...
... I just have to keep doing that. If people leave, nothing changes. I know... it doesn't matter... [ ... ] They... won't forget... I won't forget.