I think I seriously could fall, If I'm not already falling. I haven't felt this special or cared for in so long. An hour is not far, I mean, look how much I used to drive for Kevin. It's like, when you're not looking for something really...it smacks you in the face. It's a good thing. It's a very good thing to to feel this way. I don't want to ruin this little cloud I'm floating on. I cried over these painful things tonight and he could have come here. He was going to come. I wouldn't let him. I'm not a bitch, not even that, I'm not going to ruin his schooling. It's important. How is it that I trust so much. Does this count as one of those intuitive moments. I think it is. I think I can trust myself. I really do. Yea. Things are good.
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