good, things are good

Mar 29, 2007 01:45

I think I seriously could fall, If I'm not already falling.  I haven't felt this special or cared for in so long.  An hour is not far, I mean, look how much I used to drive for Kevin.  It's like, when you're not looking for something really...it smacks you in the face.  It's a good thing.  It's a very good thing to to feel this way.  I don't want to ruin this little cloud I'm floating on.  I cried over these painful things tonight and he could have come here.  He was going to come.  I wouldn't let him.  I'm not a bitch, not even that, I'm not going to ruin his schooling.  It's important.  How is it that I trust so much.  Does this count as one of those intuitive moments.  I think it is.  I think I can trust myself.  I really do.  Yea.  Things are good.

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