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I'm getting used to things. I have a lot of stuff on my mind, a lot of stressers in my life.
1) School. I am starting again. Scary.
2) Kevin's Mom drama. It makes me want to cry, and then I want to scream and kick.
3) My room. It's so crazy set up, it makes me sick. I just don't like the way it's arranged.
4) New meds. It's always rough to start new ones.
5) My "vacation" I got to Atlanta, wasted money cause Immy didn't show up, and I fell down stairs. Lots of stairs. I seriously have the nastiest bruises ever. The whole trip sucked.
6) My mom. She wants to fight over anything and everything.
7) Money. I am so stressed out about it. I have some, close to none, never enough, always frustrating.
8) Panic. Attacks. Too often.
9) Concentration. I have none. It's a problem.
10) Obsession. I am obsessing again, and it's not ok.
11) Food. I am having no desire to be on my diet, and so I'm failing. DAMN.
12) Laundry. I have postponed it over a week. It's sick. I need to do my damn laundry.
13) Bathroom. Overcrowded. I need to organize and clean. Yuck.
14) My back/body. It's hurting, constantly. Not just the falling down stairs - I need to go to Sue.
15) Sleep. I'm getting it and not getting it and it's all fucking crazy.
Ok, that's enough for now. I'll talk about stuff later. I'm feeling pains in my legs. I don't know why. I have a shooting pain down my right leg. YAY!
16) Leg. Pain for no apparent reason.
1) School. I am starting again. Scary.
2) Kevin's Mom drama. It makes me want to cry, and then I want to scream and kick.
3) My room. It's so crazy set up, it makes me sick. I just don't like the way it's arranged.
4) New meds. It's always rough to start new ones.
5) My "vacation" I got to Atlanta, wasted money cause Immy didn't show up, and I fell down stairs. Lots of stairs. I seriously have the nastiest bruises ever. The whole trip sucked.
6) My mom. She wants to fight over anything and everything.
7) Money. I am so stressed out about it. I have some, close to none, never enough, always frustrating.
8) Panic. Attacks. Too often.
9) Concentration. I have none. It's a problem.
10) Obsession. I am obsessing again, and it's not ok.
11) Food. I am having no desire to be on my diet, and so I'm failing. DAMN.
12) Laundry. I have postponed it over a week. It's sick. I need to do my damn laundry.
13) Bathroom. Overcrowded. I need to organize and clean. Yuck.
14) My back/body. It's hurting, constantly. Not just the falling down stairs - I need to go to Sue.
15) Sleep. I'm getting it and not getting it and it's all fucking crazy.
Ok, that's enough for now. I'll talk about stuff later. I'm feeling pains in my legs. I don't know why. I have a shooting pain down my right leg. YAY!
16) Leg. Pain for no apparent reason.