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So I had a really odd dream a few nights ago. I was going over to my sister's house to babysit and this girl that I hated last year was there. And it was so weird because in the dream I walked in and I was really akward, until then we started talking and like, being friends. And it was so weird and kind of made me feel guilty. Because of stupid things that happeneds a year ago, Im not friends with someone (we wernt to begin with but I thought she was nice), who I could very easily get along with. Which makes me think about like seventh grade with someone, and we hated eachother and we didnt even know eachother, and now were wicked good friends. I dont know, It makes me, not regret, but wish I had done something. Now I know if I said anything she would be like "wtf, effu." And there are still some girls, one specificlly, out there that I have been friends with, and now Im not, then I was, and now were not... for stupid reasons. I have tried to apoligize for whatever it was that we got in the tiff about, but it didnt work out. None of the girls are from Cohasset, which I dont know if that says something about their school. And that makes me sad, but then again I know who my friends are, and who arnt. Whos real, and whos not. I guess with senior year ending, I just want to mend relationships and leave one a good note. Anyways, I'm still debating on weither to say anything to any of these girls, or to keep my mouth shut. Any suggestions?