"Danae, you're a fucking peice of work"
Thanks Dad. That sums me up real quick. Lol. Gotta love parents. Alright. Anyway. So I swollowed my pride and just put aside any anomocity I had, and apologized to Pipes for my indecent behavior. I wanted him to be happy, that's all I kept fucking saying to everyone, then he was happy, and I was happy, but then seeing him happy with his happy person made me unhappy. When I found out they were together I was really happy for him and I felt a lot better, but it was just wayyy too soon for me to actually see them together. Follow? Alright. Enough. I was a bitch, yes, I was bitter, yes as well. But no sense losing a GREAT friend over something that was doomed to fail anyway. Looking back, he was always there for me, always willing and ready to talk about music. Including the 3 hour conversation where we just went back and forth naming bands to see if we knew which one eachother was talking about. What we had was a new experience and now we can just go back to the having fun and being stupid part. Yessss! Love you boy, don't forget it.
Alright. So this afternoon, while sitting in silence because I had a headache, curled up in a fetal position in the corner of my bed, I was just thinking. Randomly. I want opinions. To me? I don't think that love ever goes away. If it was even there at all. I think that if you love someone, it can either grow stronger, or diminish, but never fully ever just disappear, or be erased. There's always that little peice left. True, you can fall out of love, but that doesn't mean you don't love the person anymore. You just love them differently. The bond can never be just forgotten because you fell out of love. You shared special moments and feelings with this person, if you can say, "I don't love them anymore. At all." Then sorry, but I think you were never in love. At all. I don't knowwhy my brain chose this subject, but it did. I was thinking about all the people who claim that they are in love, but won't last in a relationship. Then when they break up, they'll just say, "Oh I never loved them anyway." Especially the people who have been going out for a month, even less, but let's just estimate a month, and they say they love eachother. I'm sorry again, but I think that's bullshit. You're using a word with such great meaning, and degrading it into just a word. I believe that age doesn't matter when in love, you could be 9 years old and know what love is and feel love. I hate when people say, "Oh you're too young to be in love." That's bullshit too. Age doesn't matter. It's the timeframe in which you say it. There is no way that two people can be in love after a month. Even two. It's rediculous. Love is thrown around like fucking rice at a wedding and it pisses me off. If I sign online and I see someone's profile with, "[Insert persons name here] 6/29/04 I love you so much baby." I laugh. You should say that when you know you mean it, and when you break up, you can say, "I did love them. I probably always will." THAT'S real. Not, "Oh ok, we broke up, next?"
Am I wrong? I want opinions, even if I don't know you. Tell me what you think. xxx
Alright. So this afternoon, while sitting in silence because I had a headache, curled up in a fetal position in the corner of my bed, I was just thinking. Randomly. I want opinions. To me? I don't think that love ever goes away. If it was even there at all. I think that if you love someone, it can either grow stronger, or diminish, but never fully ever just disappear, or be erased. There's always that little peice left. True, you can fall out of love, but that doesn't mean you don't love the person anymore. You just love them differently. The bond can never be just forgotten because you fell out of love. You shared special moments and feelings with this person, if you can say, "I don't love them anymore. At all." Then sorry, but I think you were never in love. At all. I don't knowwhy my brain chose this subject, but it did. I was thinking about all the people who claim that they are in love, but won't last in a relationship. Then when they break up, they'll just say, "Oh I never loved them anyway." Especially the people who have been going out for a month, even less, but let's just estimate a month, and they say they love eachother. I'm sorry again, but I think that's bullshit. You're using a word with such great meaning, and degrading it into just a word. I believe that age doesn't matter when in love, you could be 9 years old and know what love is and feel love. I hate when people say, "Oh you're too young to be in love." That's bullshit too. Age doesn't matter. It's the timeframe in which you say it. There is no way that two people can be in love after a month. Even two. It's rediculous. Love is thrown around like fucking rice at a wedding and it pisses me off. If I sign online and I see someone's profile with, "[Insert persons name here] 6/29/04 I love you so much baby." I laugh. You should say that when you know you mean it, and when you break up, you can say, "I did love them. I probably always will." THAT'S real. Not, "Oh ok, we broke up, next?"
Am I wrong? I want opinions, even if I don't know you. Tell me what you think. xxx