say what you mean and mean what you say.
well life has changed for me.
i've broken my leg, livejournal. isn't that just crazy?
it was the worst pain i've ever felt in my life. worse than a broken heart.
which comes to that, my broken heart.
seriously, it feels like it's always going to be broken. he told me he loved me this summer and i could have said it back but i just told him... "no you dont"..but i really wanted to say it back. but really what good would that have done? now he has a girlfriend. is it because he is more loveable than i? or is because he just throws his heart around and really doesn't have any true feelings? i don't know but no one is lining up to date me, esp with a broken leg. but then again i guess that stuff doesnt really matter than much to me right now since i have other things to worry about.
i guess i always say this but birthdays really do suck. every year it seems like i have finals on my birthday. and i wont even have my cast off by then. i get it off on the 14. but still i wont be able to walk. this is the best time of the year and i cant even walk around in it. i dont want things for my birthday. i dont want a really HUGE party where i dont evem know half of the people and everyone is wasted off their ass. i just want my friends to be there with me and make me feel special.
auditions are coming up for colleges and i havent started getting ready for them. im kinda behind since the whole broken leg thing happend.
also i have a crush on two guys who ARE MARRIED?! seriously. thats an easy way to fuck shit up fast.
love.
i've broken my leg, livejournal. isn't that just crazy?
it was the worst pain i've ever felt in my life. worse than a broken heart.
which comes to that, my broken heart.
seriously, it feels like it's always going to be broken. he told me he loved me this summer and i could have said it back but i just told him... "no you dont"..but i really wanted to say it back. but really what good would that have done? now he has a girlfriend. is it because he is more loveable than i? or is because he just throws his heart around and really doesn't have any true feelings? i don't know but no one is lining up to date me, esp with a broken leg. but then again i guess that stuff doesnt really matter than much to me right now since i have other things to worry about.
i guess i always say this but birthdays really do suck. every year it seems like i have finals on my birthday. and i wont even have my cast off by then. i get it off on the 14. but still i wont be able to walk. this is the best time of the year and i cant even walk around in it. i dont want things for my birthday. i dont want a really HUGE party where i dont evem know half of the people and everyone is wasted off their ass. i just want my friends to be there with me and make me feel special.
auditions are coming up for colleges and i havent started getting ready for them. im kinda behind since the whole broken leg thing happend.
also i have a crush on two guys who ARE MARRIED?! seriously. thats an easy way to fuck shit up fast.
love.