i want to taste something new in my life
i do
i want to go back to europe.
and go to other places i havent been.
it doesnt even have to be europe just... not africa.
i dont wanna die. lolz
someone make like easy or just give me someone to love!!!
i need someone to love me!
i do
i want to make new memories.
and not think of old ones that hurt.
im tire of always feeling sick to my stomach when stupid songs come on...or looking at the sky and seeing different things.
I NEED THAT LOVE I ONCE HAD!!!
where did it go?
why was it so strong?
how can it just go away like that?
im stuck.
i feel like i will never love anyone like i did him.
and i dont want that
i would rather have someone who wants ME and loves me and doesnt treat me like shit, like nothing ever happend with us.
its like im nothing.
im nothing.
who are you even?
just an asshole
moving on
work?
lets not even talk about it.
i guess i'll just change my hair color and get over all of this.
love.
i want to go back to europe.
and go to other places i havent been.
it doesnt even have to be europe just... not africa.
i dont wanna die. lolz
someone make like easy or just give me someone to love!!!
i need someone to love me!
i do
i want to make new memories.
and not think of old ones that hurt.
im tire of always feeling sick to my stomach when stupid songs come on...or looking at the sky and seeing different things.
I NEED THAT LOVE I ONCE HAD!!!
where did it go?
why was it so strong?
how can it just go away like that?
im stuck.
i feel like i will never love anyone like i did him.
and i dont want that
i would rather have someone who wants ME and loves me and doesnt treat me like shit, like nothing ever happend with us.
its like im nothing.
im nothing.
who are you even?
just an asshole
moving on
work?
lets not even talk about it.
i guess i'll just change my hair color and get over all of this.
love.