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I'm just another of those fucked up kids. I dont know my left from right when I need to. I can't make desicions by myself. I'm great at pointing out anothers mistakes, even catching them before they got to seriouse. I can't seem to stop myself. I can't keep myself from getting into this state of mind. I've been thinking a lot latly, about who I think I am and who I wish I was. I know I'm not the last one to almost find myself but everyone else seems so sure, so ready to face anything. I'll probably always be the one at the bottem, helping everyone back up while I stay down. lifes just a big latter and I'm scared of heights. I like to limit myself to lonelyness, keep myself down and grounded but my heads always in the clouds. These clouds arent lined with sliver though, just my thoughts. I feel like another cliche with out the cliched ending. Another lost kid stumbling around with a few friends, but I'm thinking I won't be found. Just destined to be alone and shy for the rest of my life.