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So it seems to appear, The only time I write in this is when I'm down or depressed. I ended the summer off pretty decently. I slept at adams with grier. We brought the left over beer and smirnoff from Grier's, Jaime and alicia snuck out and drank with us. It was like a big orgy(somewhat like one). It was very much fun and jaime to a big surprise didnt get caught. I ended up goin to sleep at 4-4:30 and sleepin my official last day till 1:30. All of us went to the mall, I picked up my TBS/MR/Falloutboy ticket. It will be a good show, one of the last, I decided they are too expensive and its not worth gettin kicked in the head. After the mall Me n grier went to Jaimes and napped with her and Alicia and finished it off with Stake n SHake for the last meal of the summer. The last two years at this time i went through the same feelings i am goin through now. After being with all my bud's, friends and gf the whole summer from SB i am dreadin going back to Creek. Kids are just soo different down there, they dont compare to them up there, or maybe i just dont hang out with them enough. Dont get me wrong PO kids some of yall are awesome its just i miss my friends up here. i always wonder did i make the right choice to go to creek for the program or should i have went to breeze to be with my friends? I wouldnt have to worry about being slammed with as much hw as i will get this year, id be with my best friends, and i wouldnt be miserable. Ill just have to get used to not seein those special people as much as ive been and hopefully everything will work out like they have been. Maybe going to creek will end up bein a good pick in the long run but as of now its sure not lookin like it. AS bad of a summer its seemed to be, there has been some great times ive had . i love u guys and i love u jaime.