never felt so bad

[onedayin]

this update is goin to JAIME. Big NO K to her. Weve had it rough the past week or 2.........well be fine sexy~! WELL today i waas dreadin work sooo much. It was my 5th day on cleanin dishes and i didnt wanna see the manager. When i got in i found out he was off and wasnt comin in for the day. I think i can say it was one of my most relaxed, rested day at work EVER. AFrer work i saw jaime for a bit, we did the usual, except i didnt get a hug or kiss from kad which was gay. I was pretty upset and it actually hurt deep down inside of me. I mean who would do that to such an EMO guy like me. Oh ya emo... that brings up something. ADam has been gone for 4 days now, hes called sam adam grier and all of them. Not 1 call to me or anything. I thought he was a best friend but i seem to think wrong. What ever thats gay. Tonight i had to go out to eat with the FAM. since my mommy is leavin for a week +. Im guna miss some of her, the chore part of her i cant wait to leave. Aftet that the guys watched WSOP and played holdem after. I lost :(

ok well im out