Oye!
Do you ever have waves of nostalgia that just kick you right in the eyeball? Lol, well, I guess it was more pleasant than that. I just have to say that I really loved high school. Every single day of every single year. I remembered some stuff tonight and thought that I just get this wonderful warm feeling remembering those years of my life--not old enough to really have any resposibility, just running around having a good time. Those years gave me some great friends, the man who would become my husband, and a sense of independence and self-confidence that I hope to never lose. I was a lot more concious of my actions then, and I have decided that I'm going to use grad school as a way to start over fresh. I want to be back in a place where I like being at school. I want to have friends there and I want to 86 the guilt I always get from missing class all the time.
I am coming to realize that I am master of my actions, and any unhappiness I have with consequences can be controlled by me not being a dipshit. I used to know that when I was younger, and I am going to relearn it now to keep with me for awhile.
I am coming to realize that I am master of my actions, and any unhappiness I have with consequences can be controlled by me not being a dipshit. I used to know that when I was younger, and I am going to relearn it now to keep with me for awhile.