will you show me how to breathe?
here i am at the library. what fun. partly so i can be unrestricted on the internet and partly because the library is air conditioned and i am so hot. heh. i am hot.
aaron and i are going to go get maile and go swimming i think. i hope. that would be swell. although she may not want to...
tomorrow i will not see christina and that makes me sad. i haven't seen her for a while. i thought she forgot about my birthday...but she didn't. apparently we have both been trying to get a hold of each other all week, but we've both been gone when the respective other calls. gosh!
kelly gave me a wonderous compliment. she said that people are drawn to my confidence. hmm... i usually feel like i don't have a lot of confidence. i really struggle with being myself and feeling accepted. i get really depressed because i don't think people like me. image has a lot to do with that. i hate how this world stresses being pretty and confident and funny.
aaron and i are going to go get maile and go swimming i think. i hope. that would be swell. although she may not want to...
tomorrow i will not see christina and that makes me sad. i haven't seen her for a while. i thought she forgot about my birthday...but she didn't. apparently we have both been trying to get a hold of each other all week, but we've both been gone when the respective other calls. gosh!
kelly gave me a wonderous compliment. she said that people are drawn to my confidence. hmm... i usually feel like i don't have a lot of confidence. i really struggle with being myself and feeling accepted. i get really depressed because i don't think people like me. image has a lot to do with that. i hate how this world stresses being pretty and confident and funny.