I know I can speak for a lot of people when I say that:
It's really frustrating when sluts continue to put themselves in your business, and involve your friends when doing so. My friends are exactly that, and when they are brought down because of something that never involved them, you're just asking for trouble in one way or another. Especially, when it's my BEST friend (Gogo, I've got your back always, you're like family <3xo). It is also really lame when girls have to bring themselves to that low of a level because their confidence has been completely shot for whatever reason - that I quite frankly, don't give a fuck about - that as soon as someone talks to "their man" or whatever, they have to blow things out of proportion. Get over yourself! I am tired of hearing people tell me that Lisa (an immature girl - emphasis on the term girl - that goes way back into my life, whom I wish didn't) continues to tell my friends to back off of someone that doesn't even hold any kind of importance in my life, but just because its something that had to do with me once, and because they simply hold the title of being my friends, her self confidence goes into a downward spiral and she goes into psychotic jealous rampages. To be honest, it angers me to the utmost degree, and the next time I hear of a complaint from one of my friends having to do with her, it really is not going to end of being very pretty - not that that would directly effect her anyways (OUCH, haha). And if this is somehow an incentive of hers due to another individual and their talent of talking negatively when in the absence of the person the individual is speaking about, but then taking it all back once they feel they fucked themselves over real well, I will be even more angry because that is not only low, but it is a stab in the back to the friends of mine who are involved. And if it is this person who tells their girlfriend or whatever it is now to verbalize the way he feels about MY friends because they have to do with ME, that is not a very intelligent strategy. Anyways, moving on...
I really do not understand why girls complain about life when they finally get what they want, or why they feel they need to go into over protection mode as soon as something is officially theirs? If it's yours, it's yours, so why worry!? - unless of course trust is an issue, in which you have your own problems and should probably look into those - And when you have lost something or someone once, get it/him/her back, and complain some more and continue to associate something/someone (in this example, me, being the ex-girlfriend) into your argument, which is really just an excuse to prove that you are suffering from low self-esteem, you are just fucking lame and should probably just bury yourself alive because that is what you're doing emotionally anyways. So, good riddance.
The reason I post this in my journal is not to create drama or put up a tough front because that is not me, in fact, it's the opposite of what I stand for, but this is simply to demonstrate just how fucking retarded some people are nowadays. The moral of this post is that once you meet someone that you think is a crazy waste of life, no matter how tempting or whatever, don't get involved with them in any manor ever again because it does nothing but lead to regret, remorse, and rage, as well as ends up being a waste of you - the vulnerable individuals - life, and those are moments you can never get back. When this waste of life continues to try and ruin anothers life, yet lives just around the corner, it poses no position other than the position of you wanting to kill and just how easy that could be because of the lack of distance. So, from my experience, I'd like to save you kids the trouble of dealing with someone as psycho as I have whom is also in context with one of the biggest lameasses I've ever met in life. You all will thank me later. <3xoxo.
ps: if you have a problem with this, talk to me, not my friends... msn: leslieboo_grinz@hotmail.com.
PS: I have never been happier. I am at complete ease with my life. I have what is mine - and am confident about it, unlike a lot of society's female population recently - and he means more to me than many would know or could even imagine. At this point, I could not ask for more. <3 xxx oooooooooooooo.