...There was something in the way you turned and looked at me; I started panicking...
Let's just say, I've forgotten how awesome a friend of mine is and how happy he makes me without even parting his lips. When he pulled up to my house on Tuesday night, I was really excited to see him because I haven't in so long. As soon as he got out of the car, I was raped with a massive hug and all of a sudden, all my problems were rocketed to the moon and I just felt... relieved. A feeling I've missed the past couple weeks. For so long, I've been waiting for the little things. He NAILED those. He came by after ditching his friends to hang out with me (but never openly told me this because he knows I would feel bad and send him off, haha), rented Mean Girls (which is an awesome movie, so don't hate), went for a walk, he bought me/us 3 types of juice because I liked them all, we went to the park and were jackasses, then went back to my house where we talked for another hour. Time just flew by, yet I thoroughly enjoyed each and every second that we had spent together and it was such a nice feeling to feel something like that again. I saw in him what I wish I saw in a lot of people. And just... wow. I am so grateful I have a friend like him in my life. I am so grateful I have the friends I have because I've definately picked some good ones who genuinely make me happy when I believe that nothing else can, and so I posted this as a thank you to everyone who puts a smile on my face. So thank you. You all have no idea how much you mean to me and how shitty I would be without all of you. Thank you for helping me to feel alive again.
There's something about a morning without the picture perfect ribbons in her hair
It's raining and I know that you want to let me in
Cause my dear I can't breathe out here
It's cold so tell me why
I break to pieces for hopeless reasons
Stereo therapy heals my lesions
Do you know what it's like to hurt at night for oh no reason?
Do you know what it's like?
So forget the feelings so few have
She says I love you to death
And forget the feelings so few have
Forget our future we don't have
Four-flush and forget I make you feel like a harlot, does he know I'm here?
So please dear untie me before we drive that awful extra mile
And at night I dream about that smile
And the jealousy that's gleaming on our teeth
There's something about a morning without that perfect picture...
Do you know what it's like to hurt at night for oh no reason?
Do you know what it's like?
So forget the feelings so few have
She says I love you to death
And forget the feelings so few have
Fuck you and the future we don't have
There's something about a morning without the picture perfect ribbons in her hair
It's raining and I know that you want to let me in
Cause my dear I can't breathe out here
It's cold so tell me why
I break to pieces for hopeless reasons
Stereo therapy heals my lesions
Do you know what it's like to hurt at night for oh no reason?
Do you know what it's like?
So forget the feelings so few have
She says I love you to death
And forget the feelings so few have
Forget our future we don't have
Four-flush and forget I make you feel like a harlot, does he know I'm here?
So please dear untie me before we drive that awful extra mile
And at night I dream about that smile
And the jealousy that's gleaming on our teeth
There's something about a morning without that perfect picture...
Do you know what it's like to hurt at night for oh no reason?
Do you know what it's like?
So forget the feelings so few have
She says I love you to death
And forget the feelings so few have
Fuck you and the future we don't have