Sep 18, 2010 05:37
Constant Night
A strange trip, a weird dream
what's it all mean
was it a dream or the drugs
The world black, seemingly devoid of life
constant night
but how do the shadows persist
without light
why do I resist
continuing to hold my ground and fight
When the fear of death grips you
it's fight or flight
It's impossible to fight what you can't see
the suns down
but they'll always find me
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Really short and really old.....
But wait, there's more!
REincarnate
All I want to do is punch everyone
I see
To destroy
Everything
Kill myself
Reinvent me
Pick myself up
and be happy
Quit smoking
drinking
But I lack the courage
I'm smoking as I write this
I'd drink
but I'm at work
I have a dead end job
and a stack of bills
It almost makes me wish
I didn't give up
those little white pills
and all the fun they bring
all the pseudo happiness
and all the hellish dreams
the screams
depression
and hate
I can only suppress so much
before I hit my point
and break
It's time to make a change
It's time to reinvent
Fuck the past it's gone
No time to reminisce.
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Okay that's it for this. See you all laters.... Well maybe not see you.
But that's okay.
I'll read your thoughts on these if you decide to post any =D
Poison520