Oct 09, 2004 15:45
OK FIRST OF ALL LETS SAY THIS LJ ENTRY ISNT GOING TO BE A GOOD ONE BECAUSE I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.
ok first of all dont say shit to people when you KNOW it will piss me off. like for instance last night i was talking to someone who shall remain nameless and then this person was all like *oh im not like that i dont tell people stuff when i talk to my friends about it* so im like ok whatever. (cause this has happened before) so anyway i have a perfectly good day right and i come home to look at my friends lj entries like i always do and THERE IT FUCKING IS on someone elses lj entry what i said to my friend last night. i mean there is not coinsidences that happen like that. there is NO POSSIBLE way someone else can use the same word that my friend used last night to describe the way i was acting. but whatver i am so sick of things getting around a fucking circle. and it wasnt like i was even talking behind this person's back i was just telling my friend something personal about myself and *my friend* im assuming decides to tell other people.
second. i cant stand how people think just because i have a boyfriend i dont have time for them or dont want to see them come around sometimes. i dont give off that vibe. its not like i have an aura around me saying *HEY I HAVE A BOYFRIEND I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU* and this kinda goes with whats above but like i rarely get invited to do things ok? like i got tierd of last year on how i always had to call people to make plans and shit and now i guess since i am not making them i am not invited to go out. like i said before just because i have a boyfriend doesnt mean i cant have some friend time with other people.he has a job and its not like he is there occupying me 24-7. we spend time as we can. not every fucking minute of our lives.
third- why cant parents understand that times change and we are not the generation that has to know what your friends and boyfriend are doing every second. i am tierd as shit. and i come home. and they are like why arent you doing anything with your friends tonight. and i was like oh because they are all busy doing something already. and she was like oh well you should have known what they were doing so that you could join them. and i was like WTF how am i supposta know that shit. its not like i have like powers that can tell me what people are doing every minute of the day. and then they were like well why arent u spending time with ryan. and in a calm voice i said *oh because hes at work* and they start yelling at me saying that i was stupid for not making plans tonight. is there something wrong here? like come on.
SO YEAH THATS MY LIVEJOURNAL. LEAVE A POST IF YOU LIKE.
ps- tomrrow will be better because i am going to HHN with some people that actually do care. and i get to go to a beta cluh annunciation fall festival to earn a whole 2 points. YAY. not.