You make me wanna scream!!
OMG today was so much fun. this morning i had to wake up at like 7am to go get ready to go do my all state music for ms. berry. it went allright. but yeah. after i went to ryans house and that was so great. we went swimming at the neighborhood pool and we met up with steven levine and cory(ryans brother) and two other chicks that were like 12 years old. ryan and steven and cory wrestled the whole time. it was so tight ass. and so much fun to watch. they wanted the girls to mud wrestle naked and we were all like ok. NOT. so then we went back to ryans and stephanie came to pick me up from his house to go to her house. we ended up picking james up on the way and stephanie bought me some backyard burger. its was yummy. thanks steph:-D anyway then we went back to her house and we went swimming for like a couple of hours and then we went jacuzzing for like an hour. then we went to go watch a movie but stephanies dvd was messed up for some reason so we ended up having a pillow fight. it was so cute to see them flirting.:-D wish ryan could have come but he was taking his driving test. HE PASSED. w00t. so now he can drive me places. haha. neways then we just layed around and talked for a while. my dad came and talked to her parents for like another hour. and then we finally left. rest of the night my mom like bitched at me to study for a test that i have tomorrow. i hate when that happens. like you have studied for it already and now you have to do another like hour and a half of studying just to make someone happy. but oh well. blah .
i am still so uneasy about things like friends and people that dont talk to me anymore because they feel they are not part of my life..
im tierd. later