Aug 14, 2007 14:45
Why does this hurt so badly? I knew it was coming, and I'm still amazed at how it's affecting me. I guess there's only so much that you can mentally and emotionally prepare yourself for...Especially when things are said that you don't expect in the least...
I don't know what to do about this. I feel hurt and betrayed, but it's no one's fault but my own; that's what makes it ten times worse...
I need some time to think...and try to straighten out my heart and get it in line with my head...or vice versa...
"O Lord, God of my salvation, when, at night, I cry out in your presence, let my prayer come before you; incline your ear to my cry." Psalm 88: 1-2