What is Beautiful?

[oneblackjanuary]

i can't really describe what i'm feeling.

i'm having intense emotions... but at the same time harbor an apathy that would allow me to witness an earthquake and not blink an eye.

i'm having a hard time breathing.

i'm not depressed. More like Confused and overwhelmed.

i'm frustrated,

tired,

outraged,

inferrior...

Scared.