To those at Gamenight, I'm sorry
It may not have seemed it, but I was coming off the downside of being drunk at the start, and was kind of an ass and loud and everything I said I would try to be not. I just don't know where my head is at this point (and no, recent deaths are not excuses I will hide behind). It's almost as if I care, but my actions do not reflect that.
Maybe I just need to get away. But then, the problems will not randomly disappear in my absense. I still have to come back to this. Whatever this is.
In any case, you deserve better. After all, I consider all of you friends, and should treat you accordingly. It's too bad I have to fuck it up by being a loud dumbass who has been trying to hide his troubles in a bottle lately.
Enough of my whining. Good night everyone.
Maybe I just need to get away. But then, the problems will not randomly disappear in my absense. I still have to come back to this. Whatever this is.
In any case, you deserve better. After all, I consider all of you friends, and should treat you accordingly. It's too bad I have to fuck it up by being a loud dumbass who has been trying to hide his troubles in a bottle lately.
Enough of my whining. Good night everyone.