Upside down
I'm thinking of making some major changes in my life. Of course, I am. I'm depressed. I want to push everyone and everything away.
It is so hard to smile and be happy when I am falling apart inside. I am in such a state of unrest. I have everything to be happy about. Why can't I just let it be? I am completely fucking tortured.
I don't want to dance. I don't want to talk to anyone. These are two of my favorite things to do. All I want to do is sleep.... forever.
Damn the Bi-Polar and the SADD. Damn this time of year. Damn it all.
Argh!
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It is so hard to smile and be happy when I am falling apart inside. I am in such a state of unrest. I have everything to be happy about. Why can't I just let it be? I am completely fucking tortured.
I don't want to dance. I don't want to talk to anyone. These are two of my favorite things to do. All I want to do is sleep.... forever.
Damn the Bi-Polar and the SADD. Damn this time of year. Damn it all.
Argh!
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