15.
Wow....it's been a while. I got the job, and loved it, and now have a different job in the same organization, although I'm hoping to go back to the old job in just a couple of weeks.
I'm feeling so wistful at the moment. I love and miss so many people and things so much, I'm pining after so many possibilities and missed connections and I'm trying to remember to enjoy the here and now but I don't know how much I'm succeeding.
The best thing about this new job is that it is crazy levels of busy and so I find that during the day I don't have too much time for speculating, which is good because there are things going on in my life that I really need to not look directly at right now. Later, perhaps I'll have to but for now I think it's best to let these maybes and what ifs just hang around on the edges of my consciousness, developing or dying without much interference from me.
I'm feeling so wistful at the moment. I love and miss so many people and things so much, I'm pining after so many possibilities and missed connections and I'm trying to remember to enjoy the here and now but I don't know how much I'm succeeding.
The best thing about this new job is that it is crazy levels of busy and so I find that during the day I don't have too much time for speculating, which is good because there are things going on in my life that I really need to not look directly at right now. Later, perhaps I'll have to but for now I think it's best to let these maybes and what ifs just hang around on the edges of my consciousness, developing or dying without much interference from me.