Oct 28, 2004 21:33
wow.. i really need a girl fried or snuggle buddy.. or some sort of comfort.. because i feel like shit. i fell into that horibly steep and deep darkness that people call depression.. why can't i find something? somthing to grab onto... something that will pull me right back out. people say that depression can be caused by many things, the weather, life, it feels like everything is just ganging up on me. i just can't bear it all. my body can't support the weight, my knees are buckling, shoulders on the verge of dislocation, my back overstraining itself. is this really how life is? a constant darkness. i guess it just took time before it would happen, before i finally broke.....