an other day
today was a day. it wasn't good. it wasnt' bad. i found out that i'm more popular than i thougt. and i had a nice discussion with kit about how some people need to mind their buisness and before they make decisions for other people, need to mind their freakin buisness(jessie.s)
and then we talked about his ailing health. it makes me greatly sad to realize that he has some serious heart and blood issues. i've known about his heart being shitty. but that plus the fact he has the blood of a 79 year old. I really don't know how long he's got. but i do know that i'd be lost it if wasn't for him. his vast knowledge of human behavior and the understanding of others has made me grow and learn a great sum. I honestly don't know what i'd do if he suddenly left. I pray to God that it won't happen for a long long time. I am a great spaning bridge and he is the pillars that support me. without him i wouldn't exist. And i think it's bullshit how the people that were closest to him have gotten themselves out of the picture. i really want to be there for him like he was for me in my hardtimes but its hard when i work and live a fair ways away. if only i had more time to hang out with him. he is only person that i can trust, and i mean trust with my life and my familys. so if you are one of those people that just don't call him anymore. you better be glad that i haven't found you YET but when i do. it will be world war three. there will be a bloody massacre and i don't stop with you i take your friends and family, women and children. If you think this is a threat it is, a really serious one. kit got nothin but love for ya.
and then we talked about his ailing health. it makes me greatly sad to realize that he has some serious heart and blood issues. i've known about his heart being shitty. but that plus the fact he has the blood of a 79 year old. I really don't know how long he's got. but i do know that i'd be lost it if wasn't for him. his vast knowledge of human behavior and the understanding of others has made me grow and learn a great sum. I honestly don't know what i'd do if he suddenly left. I pray to God that it won't happen for a long long time. I am a great spaning bridge and he is the pillars that support me. without him i wouldn't exist. And i think it's bullshit how the people that were closest to him have gotten themselves out of the picture. i really want to be there for him like he was for me in my hardtimes but its hard when i work and live a fair ways away. if only i had more time to hang out with him. he is only person that i can trust, and i mean trust with my life and my familys. so if you are one of those people that just don't call him anymore. you better be glad that i haven't found you YET but when i do. it will be world war three. there will be a bloody massacre and i don't stop with you i take your friends and family, women and children. If you think this is a threat it is, a really serious one. kit got nothin but love for ya.