(no subject)

[onearies2]

fragile materials enclosed, please handle carefully.
Label my forehead, the message still not understood.
i've seen the bark of the tree, much closer than you.
my mask doesn't hide my fear.
my patience is admirable, they say.
but i'm running out.
tomorrow you may see the end of me.
this area needs to be repaired
and i've been searching for the healing hands i thought i had
the moon has set on us 365 times together.
one more time, and i'll lay my head down with tears leaving trails on my cheeks
her hands once gave me shutters
her words once left bubble wrap around my heart
every story has a sad part
she runs from what she does not know
trying to find happiness in momentary bliss
my motto once before
i've got to be strong this time
have strength in myself.
not eating, not moving, barely breathing (wishing i wasnt)
i know the one is wating, on the roof of a building, in the apartment of voices, or beneath a tree of lights.
don't worry about me.
no need to start doing that now.

make your choice tomorrow dear, because after that we'll make history.
im in love with a girl.
this i can't lie.
she loves me too,
but can't decide.