Jan 23, 2006 18:22
to anyone who reads this,
im sorry
im judge mental, and cruel and uncaring.
i need to change who i am.
please understand that i am working to be more friendly and accepting and that its very hard for me because this is the de fence mechanism i created growing up in a dysfunctional family.
i am no better then anyone else, and its bullshit for people to have to look at me and see me giving a cold state to either them or one of their friends.
please help me be a better person.