soooo...
I hate where I live. I need a car so I can move. not far but at least next door or something. I give my sister so much money and watch her kids almost every day and give her money and hire her a baby sitter and barely eat any of the food that I contribute like half the money to buy even tho there is 5 people eating the food. I'd be living such an AWSOME life if I just had my own place. I just want to be alone for a minute but theres always people or even worse screaming kids around me constantly! I hate it!
also I don't know what my social problem is but that has to go too. why cant I talk to people like other people can. I can go to the hoppinest party ever and be bored. I did it twice last night. I just can win with or without people...
things on my list to get:
car
house
backyard 4 Oreo
Oreo haircut
a bed
and a life of happiness...
i don't know why my head just cant make me do the right thing for myself.. I'm just way to self destructive and it makes me hate which makes me sad.
also I don't know what my social problem is but that has to go too. why cant I talk to people like other people can. I can go to the hoppinest party ever and be bored. I did it twice last night. I just can win with or without people...
things on my list to get:
car
house
backyard 4 Oreo
Oreo haircut
a bed
and a life of happiness...
i don't know why my head just cant make me do the right thing for myself.. I'm just way to self destructive and it makes me hate which makes me sad.