Hmmm...If things were different...
I thought I would do this, to show more things about me, if not anything else...
If I was still with Jess, I'd be getting her the Kitchen Aid Heavy duty stand up mixer in pink, and Christmas would mark a 1yr of us being engaged...
If I was still with Melissa, I'm honestly not sure what I would get, and I feel bad, bc I wasn't attentive for a while with her, and I think it was a flaw on my part, that I didn't get to know her as well as others...
If I was still with Kat, I'm thinking something guitar related, or maybe helping her with a car, something like that, lol...
I am happily with Kelly though, and I know what I'm getting her, but no I will not reveal it on here...
There's a senses Fail song I will post that reminds me a lot of Kelly, and how I was nearing the end with Jess...Oh, and no more annonymous posting please, if anyone is gonna start shit, it's me...lol
"Angela Baker And My Obsession With Fire"
I won't forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
love me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts embed with pain.
I won't forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts embed with pain.
I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Valkery Ave.
I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.
(I'm here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.
Another song, yay...
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Simple Man
Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will some and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you'll find love,
And don't forget son,
There is someone up above.
(Chorus)
And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?
Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.
(Chorus)
Boy, don't you worry... you'll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.
(Chorus)
If I was still with Jess, I'd be getting her the Kitchen Aid Heavy duty stand up mixer in pink, and Christmas would mark a 1yr of us being engaged...
If I was still with Melissa, I'm honestly not sure what I would get, and I feel bad, bc I wasn't attentive for a while with her, and I think it was a flaw on my part, that I didn't get to know her as well as others...
If I was still with Kat, I'm thinking something guitar related, or maybe helping her with a car, something like that, lol...
I am happily with Kelly though, and I know what I'm getting her, but no I will not reveal it on here...
There's a senses Fail song I will post that reminds me a lot of Kelly, and how I was nearing the end with Jess...Oh, and no more annonymous posting please, if anyone is gonna start shit, it's me...lol
"Angela Baker And My Obsession With Fire"
I won't forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
love me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts embed with pain.
I won't forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts embed with pain.
I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Valkery Ave.
I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.
(I'm here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.
Another song, yay...
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Simple Man
Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will some and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you'll find love,
And don't forget son,
There is someone up above.
(Chorus)
And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?
Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.
(Chorus)
Boy, don't you worry... you'll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.
(Chorus)