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[one_woman_riot]

Ever since school ended things have been decent I guess. I haven't really been doing much of anything. Mike doesn't seem to have time for me anymore and never calls and it sucks bc he was one of the best friends i've ever had. I could count on him for anything and lately he's just nowhere to be found.His new girl seems to be trying to create drama with me though and it's pretty pointless...he's obviously my ex for a reason. She can have him all she wants. I just want my friend back. oh well. I thought this summer was gonna be tons of fun and full of surprises but it turned out to be real uneventful and consisting of work and no play basically. Haven't hung with tara in what seems like ions, and haven't seen much of anyone else really. I've been hanging out with Rob, Jeff, and Joe more than usual lately and they're all hysterical so i can't complain. Me and Rob have hung out pretty much everyday this week when I wasn't working. We have alot of fun when we hang and I'm glad we've become close. Joe is definitely one of my favorite new people i've met. He's so funny and as much of an asshole as me at times which we both love about one another. Went to eat with Baxter and Bill for lunch today and it was real nice. I've missed them alot. Me and Baxter had a good talk like old times. Other than that I don't do much of anything except work. As per usual my real good friends seem to get caught up in other things and forget about me but it's whatever, i'm alive and unchanged. On an AWESOME note: I'm going to Ireland on Wednesday!! I didn't think i was going to be able to afford it or get my shifts covered but i did and i'm so excited. I've missed everyone over there and it's going to be soooooo nice to get away for a while and have some genuine fun. Everytime i go i always come back feeling like a new person or having realized or learned a while lot. I'm hoping this time's the same. And i'm going by myself so it should definitely be interesting to say the least. Maybe i'll even find a nice irish boy and take him home with meeee [i wish]. A girl can dream, right? Other than that, everythings pretty blah. I'm working 11 in the morning 'til 12 at night tomorrow getting everything ready during the day at that hometown celebration thing then bartending at it all night..should be fun [not]. Then saturday i'm working in the bar at night and sunday i'm working in the bar during the day.

If anyone wants to hang or do lunch or something before i leave on wednesday gimme a shout, otherwise i'll be back in a few weeks.