IAMRDY!
Am I ready for classes to start and school to begin? I really am not sure... Hm. I was in Chico last week setting things up, painting, and walking around town. It was really pleasant and sort of quiet. I was enjoying myself and I wasn't feeling all that excited to come home yesterday. I had only been there a week. That certainly wasn't enough time to start feeling resentment towards my classes and my neighbors and the whole college town in general. Actually, my neighbors are quite nice. Everything was really really chill. I was a little bored sometimes, especially when the internet service was being rewired or whatever. But, I still found stuff to so like read and walk and go swimming and make plans. If anything my boredom only made me excited for classes to start. I really do want to get going with the semester a little bit. I had still only seen my one room mate, Jackie. The other two hadn't moved in yet. Everything was clean and new smelling and casual. I really liked it alot. Not to mention my brand new pillow top mattress that is a dream to sleep on.
But, am I ready for summer to be over? I'm definitely not ready for the weather to change. It can stay in the 80s and 90s as long as it wants. That means that the nights are beautifully comfortable.
I'm ready to meet new people in my classes and I'm not sure that I'll miss life here as much as I missed it last year. I feel a very strong connection to all of my friends and, I don't know, it feels like I dont have to worry about not seeing enough of them. I'm closer to the train station so I'll probably be visiting home a lot more often. Or not, depending on the demand of my classes. Maybe I'm not ready for the challenge of some of my classes. I KNOW that I'm not ready to face the decision of what I'm going to do next year. Or officially choosing my major and minor. I think that I want to talk to a career councilor. I good one. An Mrs. Swan again. *sigh*
I really LOVED this summer. It was epic. <3 But, I don't feel any pain knowing that it's coming to an end. I take that as a good sign. I also take that to mean that I am ready.
But, am I ready for summer to be over? I'm definitely not ready for the weather to change. It can stay in the 80s and 90s as long as it wants. That means that the nights are beautifully comfortable.
I'm ready to meet new people in my classes and I'm not sure that I'll miss life here as much as I missed it last year. I feel a very strong connection to all of my friends and, I don't know, it feels like I dont have to worry about not seeing enough of them. I'm closer to the train station so I'll probably be visiting home a lot more often. Or not, depending on the demand of my classes. Maybe I'm not ready for the challenge of some of my classes. I KNOW that I'm not ready to face the decision of what I'm going to do next year. Or officially choosing my major and minor. I think that I want to talk to a career councilor. I good one. An Mrs. Swan again. *sigh*
I really LOVED this summer. It was epic. <3 But, I don't feel any pain knowing that it's coming to an end. I take that as a good sign. I also take that to mean that I am ready.