May 14, 2008 22:16
Panic attack. Oh God this is a real panic attack. I can't do this! I just can't so this! This is the most enormous and complex essay that I've ever tried to write and I just can't do this. My brain hurts so much and right now I'm just stalling so that I don't have to think about writing a structured essay that also requires so. much. freaking. content. It's due at 8 in the morning. I've written nearly four pages and I just can't organize it all. It's too big of a story. And the worst part is that I really WANT to tell this story.
This is the part when MY HEAD EXPLODES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to calm down. I need to calm down. It's gonna be okay. Wow, it's really working.
Nothing of my life is eternal but my energy. It's all just an ever flowing river of energy and thought extending out into forever. Forever and ever.