Hmmm
I don't know if I should go to Italian or not. I'm a little behind because I was so sick before break and yesterday I was completely lost. I don't think I learned anything. It just heightened my anxiety for this test on Thursday. There's no way that I could study enough in this next hour to catch up with the class for review today. So...to go or study on my own. I'm sure that I could pull it together by Thursday. But, going today might be really embarrassing or painful or both. :( Meh, I should go. I can't miss class. How can I expect to learn anything if I don't go to class. I'll just explain my situation to the teacher and hope that she is sympathetic. AHHHHHHH! I hate being this nervous over one class. I should just go and get it over with. It's not like I'm going to fall down dead. D:
In other news there is no other news. Yup. Back in Chico, what a thrill. I'm thinking about going home next weekend while everyone's still on break, but I'm not sure that I should spend the money. Plus I probably have work to do here. I have a test tomorrow in Math; not worried about that. Italian test on Thursday; very nervous about that. And I have a Psych paper due next week; slightly worried about that. *sigh* I just want to take a blanket and go sit out in the beautiful, warm sun. I could do some math homework and NOT go to Italian. Ack, but I SHOULD go. It does affect my grade when I miss classes and I have missed a few Italian classes (obviously). *ponders* I wonder how many I've missed exactly. Might want to find that out. I wonder what my grade is in that class. I know that I've aced all the tests I've taken so far. But, there are these online quiz things that I recently found out about and I'm not sure whether they're mandatory or not. She doesn't make anything very clear. And she never asks to see the workbook homework that we do. Weird. It makes me anxious. I'm just SO not prepared! D: I'm peachy keen in every other class. Why does language have to be so hard? :(
Why am I talking about Italian right now. The point of this post was to talk about other things and distract myself from the anxiety of that class. Would missing one more class make that much of a difference? Ah! I'm not allowed to ask that question. I'm just supposed to go to class and make sure that I know what I'm doing. But, I could study so much better on my own without the pressure of impressing the teacher or speaking in front of a class that is ahead of me. :( I don't want to do it. Oh nos! I'm talking my self out of going.
Maybe instead of wasting my time typing every paranoid thought that races through my head I should be studying Italian. AHHHHHHHH! SAVE ME!
In other news there is no other news. Yup. Back in Chico, what a thrill. I'm thinking about going home next weekend while everyone's still on break, but I'm not sure that I should spend the money. Plus I probably have work to do here. I have a test tomorrow in Math; not worried about that. Italian test on Thursday; very nervous about that. And I have a Psych paper due next week; slightly worried about that. *sigh* I just want to take a blanket and go sit out in the beautiful, warm sun. I could do some math homework and NOT go to Italian. Ack, but I SHOULD go. It does affect my grade when I miss classes and I have missed a few Italian classes (obviously). *ponders* I wonder how many I've missed exactly. Might want to find that out. I wonder what my grade is in that class. I know that I've aced all the tests I've taken so far. But, there are these online quiz things that I recently found out about and I'm not sure whether they're mandatory or not. She doesn't make anything very clear. And she never asks to see the workbook homework that we do. Weird. It makes me anxious. I'm just SO not prepared! D: I'm peachy keen in every other class. Why does language have to be so hard? :(
Why am I talking about Italian right now. The point of this post was to talk about other things and distract myself from the anxiety of that class. Would missing one more class make that much of a difference? Ah! I'm not allowed to ask that question. I'm just supposed to go to class and make sure that I know what I'm doing. But, I could study so much better on my own without the pressure of impressing the teacher or speaking in front of a class that is ahead of me. :( I don't want to do it. Oh nos! I'm talking my self out of going.
Maybe instead of wasting my time typing every paranoid thought that races through my head I should be studying Italian. AHHHHHHHH! SAVE ME!